I wonder if there’s a website where I can find great emoticons…
It’s very difficult to find them… especially nice ones…
Archive for June, 2008
Sleepless (written by KuroZeroWing)
Posted in My Works on June 25, 2008 by kurozerowingWhen all the kingdom goes into slumber
in the midst of nocturne,
Seething my thoughts into dreamless reality,
Unable to fall asleep
… once again
I can’t see nor dream of the one I really yearn for,
Like a flood of raindrops, my tears become unstoppable,
How could I close my eyes if I cannot sleep or dream ?
As nocturne waltzes, I remain awake until dawn…
The stars twinkle so vividly
surrounding the shining moon
The moonlight passes through my window
like a lonely spotlight
… once again
I can’t hear nor feel the one I really yearn for,
Like a flood of tears, memories of him flow endlessly,
How can I not feel how much I really want to see him ?
As the night passes, I remain still in bed…
The sorrowful melody serenades slowly through the night,
And I am the only one who is awake who can hear this piece,
In the silence of the darkness where only the insects sing,
I stared at the window, awaiting the monotonous daybreak…
Awaiting the time when I will return to his side…
(Hahahahaha! This is my 60+th poem. Don’t even think about stealing it without my permission. I wrote it in a melancholic state. When I get melancholic, words will pour out of my head in torrents. If anyone is interested, I will publish the rest of my works, since I was 12 until now and KuroZeroWing is my pen name)
The dragon sleeps with a pearl in his hand…
Posted in Posts on June 19, 2008 by kurozerowing…and in the pearl lies wisdom.
I feel so happy. I got the highest in class. I will continue to do better. This is only but a meagre achievement. I must not let this overwhelm me no matter how psyche I am right now.
If there are certain books I like, it has to be Taoist classics. I know… some may think I’m just like an old man. I’m not…. it’s just that philosophy is something I really like to read.
In some myths, the dragon is known as a wise creature, having soared in the skies for hundreds of generations.
Anyway… I wonder if the pearl can be of irregular shape… (as in the origin of the word baroque)
A tablecloth, a band score and a sunny day
Posted in Posts on June 18, 2008 by kurozerowingWhen I woke up this morning, I saw a tablecloth hanging outside on the drying line. It was my turn to hang the clothes today and the clothes weren’t even done yet when i got up. This is unusual because tableclothes will only be hanged together with the other clothes. Anyway, my sister is getting to the bottom of this matter.
I have to send my friend the gazette-reila bandscore… apparently she doesn’t have guitar pro which makes it more troublesome…
Yes, it’s a sunny day… I hate sunny days…
Clouds like feathers
Posted in Posts on June 16, 2008 by kurozerowingIt’s a cloudy day today. I like cloudy days.
I’ve been writing a poem… I’ll put it up once i’m done with it.
I feel so happy. I won’t be scratching tonight I hope. It’s annoying when i feel itchy when it’s all hot and stuffy.
Assignment day !
Posted in Posts on June 15, 2008 by kurozerowingI don’t like assignment day!!!!! But I have to finish it anyway. I feel so sleepy.
I just downloaded a Lareine single the yesterday… Kamijou’s voice is light. Light enough for me to sing I think. Yes… I think I can manage Lareine songs.
:sob: Assignment, assignment, assignment…
Tag! You’re it!
Posted in Posts on June 14, 2008 by kurozerowingInstruction:
Remove one question and in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in your chat box he/she has been tagged.
1) Describe yourself even if it means you’re a lousy piece of @$#%&*.
Why should I ? I have many different fascades.
2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Japan, France, Germany, Austria, Switzerland… either. I really want to go to Japan though…
3) What’s your favourite thing to do?
Sleep, sing in the bathroom, play my PS2, bake cakes, play my keyboard, design clothes and accessories, write poems
4) Do you have weird habit(s)?
Singing in the bathroom, go all red over Roxis Rozenkrantz (I’m too shy to even look at his picture. I’ll tremble), poker facing(my expression can change in seconds, especially in front of strangers), open the refridgerator for no reason, run away from people out of shyness
5) Do you believe you can survive without money?
Yes. Plant your own vegetables, adopt cows, goats and chickens to eat, steal some wheat and plant them at my own backyard, build my own house.
6) What are you afraid to lose the most?
My dignity, those I hold dear in my heart
7) If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Err… I don’t know… 20% to charity, 20% to my family, 60% to myself… err… this is hard…
8 ) Where do you like to go to spend your free time?
Parks, flower fields, libraries, my room…
9) What is your ambition?
Honestly… I want to be the vocalist of a Jrock/Visual kei band. When I was young, I wanted to be a detective. If I can, I want to work at the storyboard of a game company. I want to purify this world of those who try to hurt the innocent.
10) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
If he doesn’t confess first, I’ll do it. I want to be his knight. I want to serve him. I want to give the world to him. I want to be his one and only. I want to belong to him. I… I want to give all sorts of things to him. I want to create a beautiful world for him… Everything is for him, him, him and only him (:sigh: this is embarassing… my devotion to Roxis)
11) Who do you think should make the first move- guy or girl?
The guy. Why? A man is a man when he has the courage to confess to the girl that he likes. If not, :sigh: do I have to do everything ?
12) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My family, my identity, myself, Roxis Rozenkrantz, my friends
13) If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?
Hmm… being horrible to my primary school friends, not getting 100% for most of my English exams (I usually get 90% + or 80% +. I rarely get below that)
14) If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
I don’t know… I like myself the way I am
15) If you are to be stranded on an island, who do you wish to be stranded with you?
Hmm… anyone will do as long as he/she doesn’t cross me and is dependable. Either way, probably me, myself and I.
16) What is the one thing you cannot do but wish you could?
Create a persocom… hahahahaha! Yes, I want to create a cyborg that has feelings.
17)What are you doing now?
Doing this tag thing…. it’s fun.
18 ) When is the first time you meet the person who tagged you?
When I was brought home after I was born.
19) List 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
Happy, generous, motherly
20) Do you have anything to say to him/her?
Hmm… I wonder, I wonder, I wonder…
Tagging: No-body.
Yesterday and today
Posted in Posts on June 9, 2008 by kurozerowing…and tomorrow is the same.
I have an exam tomorrow. I’m glad I finished my assignment, though. I find programming really fun. It’s like making a Gundam by coding.
Today is a cold day. How wonderful the grey sky is like the beauty of nocturne itself.
I haven’t been writing poems. I really miss it. I want to write a poem to someone.
Perhaps I can conclude that I’m a fool in love with a man who does not exist. It is not beauty that attracts me most. It is essence…
Hahahahaha! Ignore my foolish talk. These are rather random. I feel quite tired from last night. I still have to finish Musou Orochi: Maou Sairin. It’s not like anyone is going to really help me with it.
My first assignment
Posted in Posts on June 8, 2008 by kurozerowingI have to finish it today, print it tomorrow and pass it up on Tuesday when I’m having an exam. A programming assignment…
I went to this Swinburne Anime & Manga Society meeting yesterday. I met my friend. She has changed in ways I do not know how to say. She has been acting irrationally behind my back. The meeting was okay…more to the not okay part. You can sense the temporariness of majority of the members’ interest towards Japanese culture. I was a bit disgusted in a way.
I found someone who is looking for band members. I volunteered to be the vocalist. Wouldn’t it be fun ?
First…
Posted in Posts on June 5, 2008 by kurozerowingMy very first post… I feel quite tired. I have class this evening…
Oh, yes. L’arc-en-Ciel’s latest bandscore is out. I want to find it… if someone can kindly upload it…
I have a Math exam tomorrow.
I wonder if my sister will find my blog…
This is a miserable first post…
