Derange Angel -You who is within the mirror-

Another one… I must be on a roll….

(written on 15th June 2009)

My reflection dancing within the mirror,
Is it real or just an imagination?
Am I so alone because you are not here?

Embracing your clothes
until I cry in madness,
You who are not here, I am going derange,

Your smell lingers around them
like roses that are about to bloom,
I put them on and embrace my reflection in the mirror…

My reflection in the mirror,
You who wear his clothes and dance as the night goes on,
Why is it I do not feel the same?

A thin, unbreakable glass separates us,
You who twist and turn in my despair,
I want to see him so badly…

I wish the hours would go by
with the skies dark forever,
You beyond this glass wall, what do you wish for?

Lying on the floor
like a doll that fell from a chair,
In my arms, I hold the keepsake of my late beloved,

You with transparent wings,
My derange angel, you who dance in his clothes,
Be him and love me with your loveless heart,

The chains that cast me
deeper and deeper into sorrow, my reflection laughs at me and scorns me,
Are you watching me intently?

The moon and stars
shining in my eyes, my love that turned cold and broken like my heart,
My reflection continues to dance in the mirror.